I’m sorry
for doing you wrong.
I’m sorry
for all that went sour.
I’m sorry
for putting you out of your comfort zone.
I’m sorry
for all that I did.
I’m sorry
for being a bitch.
I’m sorry
for always doing wrong.
What did I do wrong?
I always ask,
I always wonder,
but I never know.
I’m sorry
for all this shit.
I’m sorry
for trying to be,
more than I thought I could be.
I’m sorry that I never know.
I’m sorry that I’m a mess.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be my best.
I’m sorry
for inviting you.
I thought that we could have some fun.
But that’s not how it worked out.
I’m ranting now.
I’m freaking out now.
I’m crying now.
And once again,
here I am,
left to doubt myself,
once again.
-Minah H. (yours truly)
i’m sorry for who I am